Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Parish) in Madison, Wisconsin USA - Scriptures include passage near the end of the Gospel of Luke and the end of the First Epistle of
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Christianity: Universal and Indigenous?
By Rev. Fr. John Brian Paprock, for the V.C. Samuel Ecumenical Forum
is now available in PDF at the ICON website along with other fine articles.
direct link to the PDF is
This is submitted online with all humility as it is my hope that this essay
work for the common good.
May the risen Christ have mercy on us all as we move toward the full
realization of His Holy purpose for us and this world. May the comforter
and all the gifts of the Spirit come upon us again as at the apostolic
celebration of Pentecost so that the love of God may be truly known
regardless of them and in spite of us.
Please pray for me and for our mission and for all mission efforts of Holy
As always, your comments are welcome.
Fr John Brian
Holy Transfiguration Orthodox Mission
Monday, May 15, 2006
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Subject: [ICON] Confession throgh letters or mails
Thanks for the prompt response to my query. As I understand now, confession through letter and mails can be done preferably through known Priests and Bishops?
In case the Priests and Bishops are not known personally, is it possible to do confession through Mail or Letter?
Hope Achan will be able to guide me.
Monday, May 01, 2006
Due to technical difficulties, the audio for this week's sermon cannot be
posted. So, this printed sermon is offered in its stead. Pray for our
mission effort in Madison, Wisconsin. Pray for me - John Brian Achen
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St Thomas at the octave of resurrection
Based a sermon given on May 7, 2000
Rev. Fr. John-Brian Paprock
Holy St Thomas, the "doubting" apostle, is mentioned in all Gospels and also
mentioned in Acts. However, in Matthew, Mark and Luke (and Acts), he is
mentioned only once in a list of apostles, usually next to Matthew. In the
Gospel of John, St Thomas has a larger role, especially in chapter 20. In
chapter 11 of John's Gospel, St Thomas accompanied the Lord to Bethany to be
a witness to the raising of Lazarus from the dead. In chapter 14, it is St
Thomas' question, "How can we know the way?" that prompts the Lord to
respond, "I am the Way, the Truth and the Life." How is it then that such
an apostle doubts the resurrection?
He was not alone with doubts. All the apostles and disciples of Jesus
Christ were in doubt and turmoil after the crucifixion. It was to the women
that Jesus first appeared after rising. It was Mary Magdalene tries to
convince them of the resurrection. When Jesus Christ appeared in their
midst after the door had been closed, he showed them his wounds. St Thomas
was not yet there.
So he asked for the proof of Christ's wounds, the same proof provided to the
others. Verse 28: "And Thomas answered and said unto Him, My Lord and my
God." This declaration of Christ's Godhood and of St Thomas' servant-hood,
is in anticipation of our own Christian life.
It is important to note that in this chapter of John, Jesus says three times
"Peace be unto you" in the rest of the Gospel peace is mentioned only two
other times - at the Last Supper:
(14:27)"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world
giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be
(16:33)"These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace.
In the world ye shall have tribulation; but be of good cheer; I have
overcome the world."
So when we can exclaim from our innermost soul, "My Lord and my God," then
we have liberation from all lesser things. It seems that last things to
overcome in the Christian life are periods of doubt that arise - but having
seen the and witnessed the Holy One within, sensing His sorrow, allowing
ourselves the privilege of seeing His wounds and His cares for us, we are
brought to our knees in all humanity; and then, with all doubts relieved
from our being, we relax ourselves into the fullness of Christ. From then
on we do not need to act with the old self, using the old personality with
its human traits, but become a new being. When our Lord is able to manifest
Himself to us, the first thing established is the "peace of God, which
passes all understanding." Great peace can be ours, then we are sent
forward with the Holy Ghost to forgive sins, no longer on our own. See, the
peace in our hearts and the forgiveness of others are connected, but neither
do we do alone. We just need to overcome the doubts.
Many years ago, I was caught up in some difficult times. I lamented to
Christ God to relieve me of my burdens, but doubted there was anything that
could be done. I went to a place of beauty and serenity, hoping it would
give me what I could not accept elsewhere. Then it hit me - serenity -
despite the turmoil, like a whirlwind surrounding me, I felt an inner peace.
In the magnitude of God's creation, I finally let God be in charge and
resolved to do only the small portion in front of me - the next right thing.
Later, as I was driving away, I tried to figure out exactly what I did to
capture that serenity and, at that very moment, it was gone. See, this
peace is bestowed by Christ on the pious, those that accept and understand
the limitations of being human, being separated from God and not being God.
It is only by keeping my self as a servant to "My Lord and my God" that I am
granted this peace. Trying to be God's master with my demands and
timetables that most people seem to call prayer, gives me the impossible
task in addition to my own troubles - supervising the all-knowing,
all-powerful God. Talk about chutzpah!
The other amazing point in the Gospel is that Christ rose from the dead with
His wounds fully intact. Now, I always knew this - in my head. I have seen
the Roman Catholic realistic depictions on the cross. It is easier, perhaps,
to leave the injuries and wounds there. It didn't really strike me until I
had encountered the intensity of my own inner wounded-ness and felt great
despair over the limitations of my pain and my fear. Someone pointed this
out to me and, like a thunderbolt; I was awakened from my bed of despair.
Christ, being God, could have easily repaired all the injuries that He
received and risen as a completely whole and perfect man. But, instead,
rose with His wounds fully intact - not only overcoming death, but also the
frailness of our human existence as well. In this understanding does St
Thomas' exclamation make sense - Jesus Christ asks St Thomas to prove His
wounded-ness and to "be not faithless, but believing." We want an
appearance of the burning bush, the descent of the Epiphany dove, the
blinding light of the Transfiguration, but Christ offers His wounded-ness.
"Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed; blessed are they
that have not seen, and yet have believed."
"Can we, today, touch the wounded flesh of the Savior? " asks Orthodox
priest and monk Fr. Lev Gillet (of blessed memory) who wrote under the
pseudonym A Monk of the Eastern Church, "Can we, who are not granted
ecstasies or visions, be sure that it is a living being and not a phantom
that we worship?"
Fr Lev writes, "We can, this possibility is given to everyone. Jesus is
invisibly, but really, alive in the flesh and blood creatures who exist all
around us. We can estimate the wounds of the crucifixion today, and worship
them in the sick, the poor, in all men and women who suffer...Jesus says to
us: 'If thou dost doubt that I was crucified for thee and that I was raised
from the dead, pay attention to the suffering members of my body. Touch me
in stretching out a rescuing hand to them. In giving to them, thou shalt
find me. Do something for them, which is costly for thee. Sacrifice
thyself for them as much as thou canst. And, behold, in them thou shalt
feel me living and present. Thou shalt experience the reality, the power of
"It is not given to us to see the Blessed Face constantly, but, like an
evanescent vision, the face of Christ will appear to me behind the face of
my brother or sister, and, through compassion, I shall meet the Passion
[Crucifixion and Resurrection]. I shall touch my brother who suffers, and
say: "My Lord and my God."
May Christ bring to us Peace to comfort our turmoil and Peace to transmit to
others during this auspicious time! Amen.
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